You Can Go Years And Not Feel It –
When I was very sick I saw no upside to anything. I felt that way for years. People told me I was fortunate because my illness was caught early, I had access to excellent care, and friends and family supported me. But I didn’t feel grateful for any of it. All I wanted was to get better. I lived in an unappreciative state for about a decade and now I know all the things that helped me get better that I didn’t feel grateful for at the time sustain me now.