For only the second time in my life after I decided upon and planned to do something; I have now completely changed my mind. The first time I did this it was the best decision ever. Now I’m anxious about this new turn around.
Regret is hard to live with and the same opportunities do not come around twice. So I’ll have a drink, hope for the strength to get through the tough times, and the ability to relax and enjoy any fun that may come my way. I have to remind myself not to over analyze and commit to the new decision.